First of all, clear + fader button releases the playback which is why the heads return to their default position (which happens to be home as defined in the fixture personality but doesn't have to be). It also stops the cue stack running and sets the next cue back to cue 1.
You should be able to restart it but how will depend on the playback settings. You say you're in "manual fader 1 way" I haven't used this but, reading the manual. It looks like raising the fader will play cue 1 (heads move but stay dark), lowering it and raising it again should execute the 2nd cue, lighting the fixtures which should remain in the same position.
If you just want a fader that lights the moving heads without the movement being visible then there are other ways.
You could just record position & intensity onto a playback and set the button to Go/snap then press the button before raising the fader
You could separate position & intensity onto separate controls, useful if you have multiple positions you want the fixtures in.